Showing posts with label Kindle. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Kindle. Show all posts

Monday, April 8, 2013

Giveaway: Spring Has Sprung!


Spring Has Sprung!

It's that time of year again: sunshine, flowers, and mild breezes. In other words, perfect weather for sitting outside and whiling away the afternoon with a good book. But what's even better than reading a good book? How about reading a FREE book?

From April 15 - April 22, I'm running a Spring Has Sprung promotion for members of my mailing list. I'm giving away $50 in prizes including:
  • $25 gift card for Amazon, Barnes & Noble, or Kobo.
  • $15 gift card for Amazon, Barnes & Noble, or Kobo.
  • $10 gift card for Amazon, Barnes & Noble, or Kobo.
Mailing list members will receive a code worth a 10-point entry, and entrants who use the code must also be on my mailing list. If you haven't signed up for my mailing list yet, you can do so below. Best of luck to you and happy reading!


Thursday, March 28, 2013

Book Launch Day: Committed, Episode 3 is now available!

It's book launch day--in more ways than one! First, the new episode of Committed, my serial, is now available. Second, my exclusivity with Amazon has lapsed on all my books, and they are now all available in Kindle, Nook, and Kobo formats!


 When Ella Mikowski decided to plan her dream wedding, she had no idea what she was getting herself into. As if juggling her career and the millions of wedding planning details isn’t enough, it seems that anything that can go wrong does go wrong. Will Ella manage to make it down the aisle with her sanity intact?

Episode 3: When storm damage leaves a supplier incapable of delivering the flowers Ella had ordered, she’s left with only five days to figure out what to substitute for the arrangements.

Committed is available in the Kindle, Nook, and Kobo stores. 

 I'm also pleased to announce that Phoning It In is now available in Kindle, Nook, and Kobo formats, and The Eye of the Beholder is also available for Kindle, Nook, and Kobo


Going forward, I will no longer be exclusive to Amazon. I have five more episodes of Committed to release, and then I'll be releasing a new book under my Elizabeth Darcy pen name, this time a retelling of the Sleeping Beauty tale--with a twist. Stay tuned for a cover reveal.

And, lastly, I have a new cover for Contributor! I'll be revealing it next week.

Psst: If you haven't signed up for my mailing list yet, you may want to. I'm planning a spring giveaway for mailing list members, and members get exclusives like free books and announcements of new releases. Sign up below!


Thursday, March 7, 2013

Announcement: Expanded distribution and my leg woes

As some of you may have noticed, I haven't been doing much blogging lately. This is due to my having torn a leg muscle in a very stupid way while exercising. Today will be my first session of physical therapy to help me recover from the injury, and I'll need physical therapy twice a week for four weeks.

The good news is that, while the injury will take a while to heal, I should eventually get back to normal, and it's not stopping me from working. The bad news is sitting in my desk chair results in a lot of pain when I have to get up and move around. Because of this, I've been limiting my desk time to concentrating on my writing, so I've been neglecting everything but that.

However, because I've been intensely focused on my books, I've been working hard to start extending my distribution now that my exclusivity clause is expiring, and I'm very happy to announce that Contributor is now available on Kobo and Barnes & Noble, in addition to Amazon. My exclusivity clauses on every book expire at various times throughout the month, so Phoning It In and The Eye of the Beholder will also be available at multiple vendors by the end of this month; I'll keep you posted as the books go live at the other stores.

Along with expanding the distribution for Contributor, I've also got a new cover design in the works. I absolutely love the original cover, but I think it may not make it clear that the book is a young adult book, so I'm going to try different cover art to see if that helps better convey its genre.

One last tip: last week I kicked off something fun that I'm calling Free Book Fridays. It means exactly what it sounds like it means: I give some of my readers free books. Tomorrow will be another Free Book Friday, so keep your eyes peeled. How do I decide who to give books to, you may wonder? Well, rumor has it that being on my mailing list could have something to do with it. Sign up here if you haven't yet joined--I've also got some member-exclusive promotions coming up down the line. I've also been known to drop in on Goodreads and take a look at those who have my books shelved. (And a note about Goodreads: as I expand my books into other markets, I'm also updating Goodreads to reflect this, so that the following editions are listed: Kindle, Nook, and Kobo.)

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Announcement: Spec Fic Dollar Daze starts today!

Looking for some good books to read over the next week? Like bargains? Then you'll want to snatch up a copy of all 18 books in the Spec Fic Dollar Daze promotion. 18 indie authors are offering their books (including yours truly, with The Eye of the Beholder!) for 99 cents from January 30-February 3.

SpecFicDaily.com, T.S. Welti, and J.A. Huss have teamed up to bring you another MASSIVE Group Sale and Giveaway. This promo includes 18 book by 18 different authors - ALL books in this list are 99 cents from January 30-February 3rd.
You can see all the books in the sale at Specficdaily.com
ALL BOOKS ARE 99 CENTS!

Psst, one last note. Wouldn't you like to have a free copy of Creators? I'd love to give you one! I've already made it free on Kobo, but Barnes & Noble, and Amazon require books to be priced at 99 cents minimum. However, Amazon will price match, so if you're so inclined, I'd be extremely appreciative if you report the Kobo price to Amazon so they'll price match. There's a link right under the product details that says "tell us about a lower price". Click it, paste the Kobo URL into the field (http://www.kobobooks.com/ebook/Creators/book-n_WmyRyEbkiBnVb2s6jDLA/page1.html?s=WYPb_KPjCU61EdwNUGVfLw&r=1), put a "0" for price and shipping cost, and click the button to complete. Free copies of Creators for all!

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Announcement: Phoning It In is available in the Kindle store!

I'm really excited to announce that Phoning It In is now available for purchase in the Kindle store! Prime members can also borrow it for free from the Kindle Owner's Lending Library! I'm really looking forward to finding out what my readers think of it. I just love being ahead of schedule!


Melinda can summarize her life in a few words: dead-end job, nonexistent love life, and a contentious relationship with her older sister—not exactly the rosy picture she had of life at 25.

When Benoit enters the picture, she falls hard. Gorgeous, funny, and smart, he’s everything she’s ever wanted in a man and more, but she can’t fathom that he could possibly want a plus-sized girl like her.

Tired of going through the motions, Melinda tries to find the courage to pursue her dream career, but working for a publishing company would mean moving away from everyone and everything she knows and loves. Is she content to remain in her comfortable rut, or is it time to strike out on her own and seize her chance at getting what she’s always wanted?

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Cover Reveal: Phoning It In

Way back in the late 90s, I took my first step into the work world: I accepted a job at a call center.  It was one of the most awful jobs I've ever had.  Fresh out of college and disillusioned with the necessity of paying my bills by doing a job that made me miserable, I started writing a novel inspired by my own experiences.

Life happened, and the manuscript sat partially finished on hard drive after hard drive until I rediscovered it earlier this year.  At first, I didn't think I could do much with it. The technology in the manuscript was so out of date it made me laugh out loud and the book was painfully overwritten.  But the more I read, the more I realized how much I loved the characters, especially Melinda. I had to save them from languishing on my hard drive, so I finished the novel and then started editing with extreme prejudice.

My novels are always near to my heart, but Phoning It In is special because I can identify so closely with the main character.  Melinda is not me, but she feels a lot of the same things I've felt--a lot of the same things many of us feel when life turns out to be not quite what we expected.  If you've ever been a twentysomething trying to figure out how to navigate your way through life--or if you're in that position now--I hope you'll enjoy Phoning It In.


Phoning It In (a romantic dramedy)

Melinda can summarize her life in a few words: dead-end job, nonexistent love life, and a contentious relationship with her older sister—not exactly the rosy picture she had of life at 25.

When Benoit walks into her life, she falls hard.  Gorgeous, funny, and smart, he’s everything she’s ever wanted in a man and more, but she can’t fathom that he could possibly want a plus-sized girl like her. 

Tired of going through the motions, Melinda tries to find the courage to pursue her dream career, but working for a publishing company would mean moving away from everyone and everything she knows and loves.  Is she content to remain in her comfortable rut, or is it time to strike out on her own and seize her chance at getting what she’s always wanted?

To be published:  December 22, 2012

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Contributor, Now available for purchase on Amazon!

I'm extremely happy to announce that Contributor is now available for purchase on Amazon!  If you're a Prime member, you can also borrow the book for free and, as always, my books are and forevermore will be DRM-free!


Don't forget--tomorrow, September 7, you can download a free copy of Creators from Amazon!

Monday, July 9, 2012

Motivational Mondays:

Happy Monday, everyone!  Hopefully the horrible heat wave has ended in your neck of the woods.  I know I could use some cooler weather!  Still, the heat does make it appealing to sit in my darkened, air-conditioned office with the ceiling fan going full blast while I plug away at my latest manuscript.

What I’m working on: I'm in the middle of final edits for my Creators manuscript, with a targeted release date of July 21st.

This time around, I had the idea of putting a rough copy of my manuscript and editing on the Kindle, and I was very happy with the results.  This not only gave me a feel for how the formatting looks, it also helped me to spot some additional errors.  I can only stare at my PC screen for so long before small things begin to slip by me.  With the Kindle, I could highlight the problem areas and make comments on the fly.  Bonus: I could do editing while lounging on the couch!

I also found a link to a great program called SmartEdit.  It's an amazing tool that analyzes your document and then gives you a report detailing things like how many cliches it found, how often you use adverbs, which words you use the most, etc.  This is a real boon as it's sometimes hard to notice these things in your own work.  Best of all, it's free!  I highly recommend checking it out, even if you're not a creative writer.  It would also be great for analyzing papers, work reports, etc.

What I hope to achieve: I hope to put the finishing touches on Creators and finalize the cover design.  I'm also hoping for a few more reviews of The Eye of the Beholder, and I certainly wouldn't mind a continuous uptick in sales!

What are my challenges: I'm continuing to work on how to best market my novels.  I've been really inconsistent with my blog, and I'm determined to try to make better use of it.  Overall, I really just need to get more organized.  It would be great for me to establish a schedule so I make the most of my writing time without allowing marketing time to dominate my days.

What freaks me out: I'm still dreading negative reviews but, overall, I'm feeling really positive.  Though I am by no means a best selling author at this point, things have been going better than I expected, and that's always a good thing!

What’s making me happy today: I'm really excited at the thought of releasing two more novels.  Every time I check Goodreads and see that someone else has added my novel as "to-read", it's a thrill.  Ever since I was a kid, I've dreamed of becoming an author and having people read my book, and I can honestly say that the reality is better than any fantasy I ever constructed.

Teaser for Tuesday: Tomorrow's post will offer one last preview of Creators.  It's a prequel novella to Contributor, a YA trilogy set in a postapacolyptic/dystopian future.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Sample Sunday: Angering the Beast

After spending a night in the Beast's castle, Mira's father takes what he thinks is the perfect gift for his daughter and suffers the consequences...


Peering out, I could see that the man was approaching the gates.  He paused as he reached them, glancing back over his shoulder.  I moved into the shadows, concealing myself from his gaze.  He stared at the castle for several long moments before stepping down from his wagon and walking carefully across the gravel path to the castle walls, casting glances about him as he went.  I was perplexed, but then I saw his object.  Slowly, he approached the castle wall and reached out a hand to touch one of the roses.  I went perfectly still, my spine rigid.  Reaching into his pocket, the man pulled out a small penknife and used it to cut the rose from the vine. 

Pure, sheer rage washed over me like a black wave, and I let out an ear-splitting roar.  Before turning from the window, I could see the man start, his face as pale as milk.  I ran on all fours from the second floor, down the stairs, and burst through the front entrance of the castle.

“Merciful heaven!” the man shrieked, dropping to his knees and throwing his arms over his head at the sight of me.

He was tall and thin with arms and legs that were ropy and well-muscled.  His hair was a drab shade of brown, and what I could see of his face was very plain and trembling with terror.

“You dare to steal one of my roses?” I roared.

He cried out in terror.  “For-forgive me.  I d-did not mean any harm,” he said, sinking closer to the ground, as if he sought to sink directly through it, the rose still clutched in his hand.  I could see a bright spot of blood on his thumb from where he had pricked himself with one of the thorns.  He had dropped his knife and it laid useless on the ground, far too small to be any threat to me and my rapier-sharp claws.

“You did not mean any harm?” I asked, my voice lowering into a deep and menacing growl.  “I offer you my hospitality, feed you and shelter you for the night, and you repay me by taking what I hold most dear?”

“I did not think anyone lived here.  I did not think the rose would be missed,” he said, in a small and terrified voice.

“Then who fed you, built you a fire?” I asked, astounded by the stupidity of his statement.

“I am sorry.  Please, I beg you, have mercy on me.”

“Mercy?  Why should I have mercy on a thief?  I should strike you dead where you cower,” I growled furiously.

He lowered his arms and looked up into my face.  I could see an expression of abject terror in his eyes, and a shudder of revulsion passed over his features.  I raised one of my arms, ready to strike him down, but he held the rose out and pleaded with me.

“I beg you, do not kill me.  I have three daughters waiting for me at home.  What will become of them if I do not return?” he asked, his voice pitiful.

“Your daughters are none of my concern!” I shouted unthinkingly.  “Why did you take my rose?”

“I took it for my youngest daughter.  Her sisters asked me for expensive gifts, but she asked only for my safe return.  I wanted to bring her a book, but could find none,” he babbled.  “She is such a good child, such a kind and generous child, and I could not bear to return without a gift for her.  When I saw this rose, I knew that she would love it.  She has always loved flowers.”

Slowly and in spite of my rage, my mind was beginning to work.  This man had three daughters, one of whom he described as kind and generous and who loved roses.  Surely it would be a waste to simply kill him.  Perhaps there was another option.  I was silent for so long that the man ceased to shake and sob and went into what appeared to be a state of shock.  His eyes went dull, and I knew that he believed I was going to kill him.

“You have two choices,” I growled, speaking slowly.  “Your first choice is to go home and, in a fortnight, return to me.  You will be placed in my dungeon as my prisoner, where you will die.  Your second choice is to send your youngest daughter to me in your place.  I will not confine her to the dungeon, nor will I mistreat her in any manner.  She will be well cared for and protected in my castle, but she must remain with me forever.”

The man began to shake and sob again.  “Please, have mercy!  I will not send my youngest to you!  But if I die, how will my daughters survive?”

“Those are your choices,” I replied coldly.  “I care not what difficulty they cause you.”

“Please, sir, I beg you…”

“Silence!” I roared.  “Be gone before I change my mind and kill you after all!”

My words spurred the man to action.  Without looking at me, he clambered up into his wagon, his hand clutched so tightly around the rose that it was white.  The rose itself was a deep, deep crimson, the color of the blood that ran from the puncture wound in the man’s thumb.  The horse was nearly screaming in fear.  His eyes rolled back in his head, showing me their whites, and he reared and nearly toppled both the wagon and himself.  The man managed to hold on and, as he applied the whip, the horse shot forward and sped out of the gate at breakneck speed.

I stood watching the man as he disappeared in a cloud of dust down the road.  Then I closed the gates and walked back into the castle, finding my servants assembled in the great hall.

“I expect you heard every word of that exchange,” I growled.  They stared at me with their blank eyes but did not move.  “Then you know what needs to be done!  Ready both the dungeon and one of the guest chambers!  We shall be prepared to deal with whoever returns here in a fortnight’s time.”

To preview other chapters, read reviews, and purchase a copy of The Eye of the Beholder for Kindle, visit Amazon; or visit Goodreads for additional reviews.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Fun with covers

When I decided to self-publish my novel, there were many things I worried about (aside from whether it would sell--but I think that one goes without saying!), from whether it would be difficult to format the novel for upload to KDP (it wasn't--thank you, Scrivener!) to if my blurb does enough to convince people that they must read my book (jury is still out on that one).  The one thing I didn't stress all that much about is the one thing that has turned out to be the most stressful aspect of all this: the cover.

Now, if I were independently wealthy, I wouldn't even attempt to make my own cover.  I'd hire some talented artist, admire their work, and be done with it.  Hopefully, I'll get to that point someday.  But because I'm just starting out, I decided to tackle my own cover, with a great deal of assistance to my husband.

Fortunately, my husband is a great photographer, so finding images wasn't a problem.  He had taken this fantastic shot of a castle called Bouillon, which he took when we were visiting his family in Belgium.  It's a magnificent site, a castle whose initial construction dates back to the 8th century.  I liked the aged, somewhat ruined look of the picture and was sure it would make a great cover.  After some quality time with Photoshop, my husband created a cover for me, and we both thought it looked really cool.

However, while I do still like the cover, while watching my sales figures, I began to suspect that maybe the cover wasn't really conveying what I wanted it to convey.  I started to wonder if it was too unclear what it might have to do with the novel and that it might be difficult just by glancing at it to get an idea of what to expect from the book.



That said, I made a marketing decision to create a new cover.  After more time with GIMP and Paint.Net than I care to admit, I've come away with a whole new appreciation for graphic artists and cover designers and with some prospective covers that will hopefully reach an audience more effectively.

I would really love some feedback as it will help me to get a better picture of what will work.  Please vote in the comments with the number of your favorite, and any suggestions as to what you think might help improve the cover.  So, without further ado, here they are:

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Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Fairytales: not just kid stuff

I have to admit that when I talked about my manuscript for The Eye of the Beholder, I was kind of embarrassed to tell people what it was about.  Lately, I've been a lot more open about my writing and have asked friends and family to read manuscripts and give feedback, but in the past my writing was kind of my secret.  When people did find out I'd written something, their first question would always be, "What's it about?"  This question never failed to fill me with dread.

This is partially because I was anxious about how people would react.  I understand that not everyone is going to be in love with the genre I've chosen, and that's fine.  But it's always awkward to be put into a situation where I'm talking about something that has so much of my heart and soul in it because I'm afraid the other person might not be interested but will be forced, for the sake of being politely social, to pretend like they are interested.  Sometimes I think people are more interested in the idea of someone writing a book than they are in the actual reality of the book, and that's fine.  As with anything in life, though, it's hard when something that's meaningful to you doesn't seem like such a big deal to other people, particularly when those people are important to you.

The other reason why this question fills me with dread is because it's very hard to boil down the essence of your novel into just a few words.  My fellow writers know what I'm talking about.  The thing that stressed me out the most about ABNA was writing my pitch.  When I published The Eye, I was more wigged out by trying to write the novel's description than I was by writing the actual novel.  It's very difficult to make things sound snappy and interesting without giving too much away and in only a few hundred words.  Anyone who's ever picked up a book and not made it all the way through the flap description will understand what a skill it is to write copy that's attention-grabbing.

Now, take all of this and imagine that the book you just wrote is about a fairytale.  I will temporarily go all geeky on you and say that fairytales weren't originally for children, they were for adults.  They were often used as a way to talk of forbidden or subversive things (like how much the king sucked) while still being able to claim innocence.  Don't believe me?  Pick up a copy of Grimm and/or Andersen and read just one of the tales there.  I guarantee they're nothing like the Disney versions--not that I'm knocking Disney because I very much dig their fairytale movies.  My point here is that using a fairytale to tell a story offers a means to tell a tale through a familiar lens while trying to put your own unique spin on it.

Of all the fairytales, the Beauty and the Beast tale has always been my favorite.  There are two reasons for this: I love its theme of redemption and I love the message that love goes far beyond the merely physical.  Beauty learns to look past Beast's appearance and love him for who he is while Beast has to become a better version of himself in order to be worthy of her love.  This is meaningful to me because I think the best kind of love is the love that inspires you to be more than you are.  I am definitely not talking about a relationship where you have to lose weight because your boyfriend tells you to lose weight.  That's not love at all.  What I'm talking about is the relationship where you feel like your partner loves you warts and all and also helps highlight your best traits.  Real love should bring out the best in you.

This is why I chose to do a retelling of the tale.  I'm the kind of writer who thinks a lot about my characters and what motivates them.  This is partially a reflection of my personality.  Not only do I tend to think about why people do the things they do, I think a lot about what motivates me to do what I do.  I think self awareness is a very good thing, as long as you don't take it too far, which I sometimes tend to do.  I can be my own worst critic, and I think that's reflected in the character of Lysander, who has a tendency to be his own worst enemy.

Writing the novel was very challenging at times because it is difficult to take a character like Lysander, who is initially so unrepentant, but who ends up genuinely wanting to change.  Mira wasn't without her challenges either, as I wanted her to be very strong-willed but, yet, she had to somehow fall in love with someone who, let's face it, isn't very nice in the beginning.  This often made me feel like I was walking a tightrope, but hopefully I pulled it off.

The Eye of the Beholder is available in the Kindle store and can also be borrowed from the Kindle Owner's Lending Library for those of you who are Prime members.  Happy reading and stay tuned--for my next trick I will try tackling women's lit!

Monday, April 30, 2012

I did it!

I'm very pleased to announce that I did it: The Eye of the Beholder is now available in the Kindle store.  The book is also available through the Kindle Owner's Lending Library, for those of you who are Prime members.

Here is the book's description:

 I am a prisoner.

Born to power, the world was my playground. My every wish was a kingdom’s command, my displeasure every man’s worst fear. But then, at the whim of a merciless enchantress, all was stolen from me. My once lavish castle became my dungeon. My once-handsome form became that of a beast. There is no hope of release from the prison of my own body, for the only way to break this curse is to earn the love of another. I, who have never felt a drop of compassion, must hope to inspire devotion. I, who am hideous beyond compare, must hope to inspire passion. After hundreds of years, I have come to accept the truth: I will never know love. There is no escape for me.

I am a prisoner.

Born to two loving parents and a happy home, I was grateful for my good fortune. Though I was plain and prone to living in my head, forced to live in the shadow of my beautiful sisters, I had everything my heart desired. Then tragedy struck, and I lost my mother and my home. Papa was all I had left in the world, and I was utterly devoted to him. When his thoughtful gesture earned him the wrath of a horrible monster, I sacrificed myself for the sake of the one person I love. Now I am a prisoner in a decaying castle with only a terrifying beast for companionship. But I am determined not to give in to the beast’s wrath, to prove to him that he can never truly ensnare me.

*****

I published The Eye under the pen name Elizabeth Darcy.  This is for the sake of clarity, as I want to dabble in several different genres, which might not have been possible had I gone the traditional publishing route.  I'm really excited to think that I can publish what I want when I want to!  Elizabeth Darcy is the pen name I'll use for any novels that have a fairytale theme to them.

This has been something of an exhaustive process with a pretty steep learning curve.  I could not have done it without the help of several people, including but not limited to: my writing group, Emily Fleming (look for her books soon--there will be vampire goodness aplenty!), and my family.  A special thanks to my wonderful husband, Jürgen, who not only took the picture on the book's cover, but also put in a lot of time on Photoshop trying to help his very picky wife get it to look just so.

Coming down the pike are an as-yet-unnamed women's lit novel and the young adult dystopian novel Contributor, which I hope to publish in either late June or early July.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Really, authors?

A year ago, I stumbled on Goodreads, and it quickly became one of my all-time favorite websites: a social media site where I can not only discuss books, but interact with authors and maybe even win some ARCs?  Yes, please!  Let's face it, Goodreads is like a dream come true for rabid bookworms like me.  Thanks to Goodreads, I stumbled on some excellent reviewers, like Kat Kennedy, Stephanie Sinclair, and Wendy Darling.  Though I've read many of the same books as these reviewers, I don't always have the same opinion as them.  However, I love reading their reviews for one big reason: they make some outstanding points.

Recently, there has been a lot of buzz in the book world about authors laying the smackdown on reviewers.  When I first heard about it, I couldn't really believe it was real.  I mean, why would an author be crazy enough to attack someone who took the time to read their book?  Fascinated, I surfed book blogs, Goodreads, and author blogs, reading things that frankly amazed the crap out of me.

As an aspiring author, I understand that sick feeling you get whenever someone takes your baby, reads it, and tells you what they think about it.  I kid you not, I feel pretty sick to my stomach whenever I bring an excerpt to my writing group, or when I get an e-mail from a friend or family member with comments about one of my manuscripts.  It's not easy to hear others criticize something into which you've poured so much of your heart and soul.  This is why for YEARS I refused to let anyone read what I wrote.  When I finally made the decision to start giving people my work, I accepted the fact that not everyone would like it, and that they might say things that would hurt my feeling.  I dread this.  I was an absolute wreck before I read my reviews from ABNA this year.  I was convinced the reviewers hated my excerpt and had ripped it apart, and I had the tissues ready when I finally worked up the courage to read them.

So, yeah, I get it.  Wouldn't it be awesome if every last word I wrote was a stroke of pure genius over which my every reader could not help but fawn?  Yep, it would be.  But that's not reality, folks.  Reality is a world full of people with varied tastes, interests, and opinions.  This means that some of them will love what you write and others will hate it.  With a passion.  That absolutely does NOT give you the right to rip them apart for expressing their opinion about your work, even if they're snarky and tear it to shreds and say means things about it.  As long as they're not personally attacking you, they can say whatever they like about your work, and you need to just suck it up.  If it bothers you, don't read the reviews.  Just stay in your happy place, where you're sure everyone loves your book as much as you do.  But you won't improve if you do that, and I really hope no author publishes with the thought, "I'm completely cool with mediocrity."

Years ago, I started writing a truly epic fanfic.  I'm not gonna lie: I lapped up the positive feedback.  Ego stroking FTW!  But you know which review stuck out the most, which review I still think about to this day, even though it was written years ago?  The one where I was told that my character was just too good to be true.  Boy that stung, and my first reaction was to get defensive and to insist that the reviewer was wrong.  I clung to my self-righteousness and left the work as it was.

But you know what?  I was wrong.  I see that now.  Maybe my character is okay and maybe not, but that's really neither here nor there.  The fact of the matter is, I could have thought about the comment and then gone back and read my fanfic to see if there was something to it.  I could have found some flaws and decided how I would improve upon them later.  In short, I could have used this feedback to help me improve my work.

I am now in the process of editing a manuscript that I will indie pub via Kindle Direct Publishing and possibly, later, Smashwords, if the book does well on Amazon.  I am really excited at the thought of people reading this manuscript.  It took me seven years to write it, and I'm now in something like the fifth round of revisions to it.  It's a story that is near and dear to my heart, a manuscript that I have loved ever since I first started writing it.  But it's flawed.  I've changed it quite substantially, especially over the past month.  This is because I've been reading tons of reviews of other books and thinking, "Could these criticisms apply to my manuscript?"  If the answer is yes, I try to do something about it.

At the end of the day, I know that I will not be able to please everyone who reads my book, and that's okay.  But changing my book in an attempt to avoid some of the pitfalls other authors have stumbled into does not degrade the integrity of my work.  It does not make me a sellout.  It makes my work better, stronger.  It makes me challenge myself to try to rise above mediocrity, to move out of my comfort zone and into the arena.  It's scary as hell.  And I am grateful for it, because it will make me grow.

Once I publish, I'll set up a Goodreads author page.  And I make this promise to anyone who reads and reviews my book: If you criticize my work, I will not flame you.  I may cry, I may wallow in self-pity for a while, I may go through a period of feeling like my book is terrible, and I may think you're the meanest person in the universe.  But I will pick myself up, dust myself off, and try to do better next time.  And I will have you to thank for that.

And if you love it, I'll give you cupcakes.*

*The does not constitute an actual promise to give reviewers cupcakes.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Thoughts...tricky, tricky thoughts...

Obviously, I've taken a rather lengthy hiatus from blogging.  This is for a multitude of reasons, the primary one being that, as much as I love how plugged in the Internet and all its wonderful tools (Twitter, Facebook, etc) allow me to be, I reach a point where maintaining a presence with all of them starts to really feel like a chore.  I'll sit down with the intent to spend half an hour catching up on Twitter only to find myself emerging over an hour later, blinking in bewilderment like someone who's just walked out of a cave.

I also tend to suffer greatly from a particular form of writers' guilt in which I feel just plain terrible and wasteful if I engage in any sort of leisure activity when I think I should be writing.  Seriously, I am an unforgiving taskmaster, as if I expect myself to spend my every waking moment chained to my computer writing, writing, writing.  This is sort of unjust as I've actually done a LOT more writing in the past year than I had done for probably the three years preceding.  I have finally managed to get myself to a point where I no longer accept excuses like "I'm just not inspired today" to hold me back.  I sit and put words on the paper.  Sometimes it's easy and I write a thousand or more words before I even know it.  Other times, it involves a lot of backspacing, undoing, retyping, etc.  If there's one thing I've learned from NaNoWriMo, it's that getting the words down is the important part.  I can--and do!--go back later and write and rewrite obsessively, striving for perfection.

After I did not make the second round of cuts for ABNA, I had a lot of thinking to do.  Did I want to polish up the ol' manuscript and try to shop for an agent, with the hopes that one might pick it up and sell it to a publisher with the end result of my seeing it in print within the next few years?  Or did I want to go the self-publishing route?  I agonized over this for weeks.  I feel sorry for my poor husband because he had to listen to me go on and on about it.  My dream has long been to have my book published, to go to a bookstore and see it sitting on the shelves.  However, I know how long a process this can be, and that's if you're lucky enough to find someone willing to publish your manuscript.  While I think my manuscript has an audience, I am not exactly overflowing with the conviction that some publisher is dying to take a gamble on me.  Plus, you know, the whole thing is scary.

However, self-publishing is also scary because, let's face it, there's still a bias out there about it.  In all honesty, I don't really get this.  Sure, maybe not everything written is a work of sheer genius, but what difference does that make if it finds an audience?  Even if two people enjoy it, there are two people who found something in the marketplace they wouldn't otherwise have found.  They are being provided with a good that they value and, really, isn't that what writers strive for?  I mean, we all want to write works of timeless wonder but the bottom line is that what we really, fundamentally want is for people to read our words.  Otherwise, why bother writing them?  Why in a culture that so values indie films and indie bands, so we sneer at indie authors?  I think the popularity of e-readers is changing this dynamic, and I think that's a good thing for both authors and readers.  Readers will be provided with even more choices than ever and the barriers to entry that once held deserving writers back will no longer exist, offering them the possibility of making a living doing what they love--writing.  Remember, J.K. Rowling received numerous rejections before someone decided to take a chance on her.  What if they hadn't?  What if Harry Potter had never been published?  Isn't that mind-boggling to think of?

Which leads me to my own personal decision: I have decided to indie pub one and possibly multiple novels.  I want to start small, get a feel for how things work, and see how well I do.  Because I find the ABNA rules a bit unclear, I have decided to refrain from publishing Contributor until after ABNA has ended.  This will give me time to do another round of edits and work on getting a good cover ready.

In the meantime, I have decided to publish another of my manuscripts, The Eye of the Beholder.  This is a novel that I spent seven years writing--and over the past few days I've rewritten a couple of the chapters with the intent of writing more.  See what I mean about writing and rewriting?  At any rate, this is a manuscript that is near and dear to my heart.  It's a retelling of the beauty and the beast story, which has always been a particular favorite of mine.

However, because it's so different from Contributor, I have decided to publish it using a pen name, whereas I intend to use my real name when I publish Contributor.  I'm doing this purely for the sake of clarity, so my readers will know what sort of work they're getting if they decide to purchase one of my books.  Because I like to dabble in various genres, I'm planning on using multiple pen names, one for each genre in which I write.  Hopefully I'll do at least one of those genres justice.

Things are going well with the edits, and I anticipate having the book available for Kindle devices by early May.  Because I am starting small and because I am frankly very attracted to the opportunities offered by the Kindle Owners' Lending Library, my book will be exclusive to Kindle for at least the few months.  Depending on how well it does, I may then look to using something like Smashwords to make it available on multiple platforms.

Right now, I'm feeling very lucky.  I have an extremely supportive husband who is 100% behind me, as well as a great writing group and some supportive friends and family members who have given their time in order to read and critique my manuscripts.  I am excited about the possibilities for the future.  I can hardly wait to share my work with a broader audience.